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Tuesday, October 16, 2007

we are always told to put in a 100% for whateva we do.. what do we get back in return? is it always the results u always wanted to have? i gotta start slappin' myself and start waking up..Things that u wan u will try ur best at obtaining it..if u get it, i believe u will be over the moon.but what if u dun? u fall right down to where u were before in life.. u fall so hard that its just so hard to face reality once again.. take for example..A boy when he was 7.. he had no friends when he started out in school.. all he had was his grandmother.. his parents were never there for him... whenever he needed them.. they werent there.. only his grandmother..her love,concern was his everything.. he had no friends till he tried talking to his class mate sitting next to him. things worked out great.. "my first best friend" he thought.. who would have known.. the next week.. the kid transfered school.. once again.. he was alone.. back to home everyday after school.. into the warmth of his grandmother.. that was the daily routine..he tried hard to climb back up and start to talk to people.. slowly.. he managed to climb out of that hole.. from primary 4 till his psle.. he has a great deal of friends.. but so what..at the end of the psle.. he was posted to a school where he had troubles again.. no friends.. no one whom he can put his trust in..he fell right back into that hole which he tried so hard to climb out..still.. he didnt give up.. soon circles of friends started to surface again.. but he manage to have these friend simply because.. he had to wear a mask.. he can nvr be his own true self.. whereva he go .. the mask follows.. people see this boy.. the impression given would be "nice kid,responsible,disciplined,well mannered" thats the mask they all see..Whats under that mask.. is a face where peopel wan to avoid.. too much saddness.. too much tears..too negative...

what im trying to say here is that no matter how hard he try... he will keep falling back into that hole.. so what if hes out of it.. that mask forever stay on his face.. impossible to remove..
just like many of the people on earth..we are all wearing a mask that hides ourselves..Who knows what are u like? only u know urself best..

this is kind of a random post.. just needa to blurt out some stuff...long time since i made a post and the first is already smth unpleasent... sorry if u think im offending u but my story has nth to do with anyone i know of..

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@ 10/16/2007 10:58:00 PM

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Cant get song going atm..
will try to do it asap.. =)

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