There is melancholy in the wind and sorrows in the grass.

Thursday, July 12, 2007

ok nth much happened today tho its my bdae.. But i guess this will be my first and last time going school during my bdae.. i actually got scolded "fuck off" in class..WHY? cuz i didnt wanna go for dragonboating..WHY? cuz the whole team is goona disband anyway.. Train like dog, train till muscule feel like its gonna tear any moment like and by 29 july..DISBAND~ i seriously dun get the idea of it.. and whats worst.. people dun wan go we nvr say anything .. i dun wanna go kanna sweared on..my bdae summore..but i must say.. its realli a rare present to get sweared on during ur birthday dun u think? people would be wishing u happy bdae.. joke around.. and get to be sweared on is not something u can actually get.. I bet my last dollar most of you dun even get to experience it.. Darn arnt i fortunate?

Oh well.. i dun realli give a @#$% bout d-boating and all..and i currently considering should i even go to the yr-end trip.. i mean i cant be bothered anymore.. and i think actually manage to control my temper since sec 4 till now.. I used to hot-tempered.. small small things oso wan fight rofl.. thinking back made me look stupid..but oh well at least i know how to control my tempers now..

Today spent almost whole day in school.. play soccer after school then went and watch inter-house soccer.. ben and tbs were part of the team...after that came home and now slacking in front of com... i dun wanna go school tmr >.< L-a-z-y! lolx.. well stopping here to go game abit..
Thanks to those who wished me.. You guys made my day..

(The best was experience today)

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@ 7/12/2007 08:52:00 PM

Friday, July 06, 2007

Its been almost a month since i last update this blog.. lol..lazy~.. well thigns arent mostly going the way i wanted it to be.. Firstly..
To you :Maybe hes right.. we should not sms so much ba.. i mean ur already attacted.. people might get the wrong idea.. and i dun wanna be like an asshole who doesnt know my limits.. so yea.. better stop ba.. i like smsing u and all.. its fun.. but cheering u up and making u laugh is mostly his job.. not mine.. as a friend.. maybe not this much..so i hope u understand..
(get him to read my blog)
To you: Im truly sorry that i smsed her so much..I dun wan u to think that im like trying to "steal" her away from u.. cuz i wont.. but for me ur being abit over-sensitive? its not cuz of this im saying it..Its like sometime its just a misunderstand between the both of u.. dun blame her for tell me.. but anyway just try to get things right before saying her ba.. but u dun have to listen to me.. im just giving my advice/view to u..maybe there are things that i dunno..so i wont say much..

Ok.. enuf bout this le..haha time for my other update.. mmm.. so many things happen between my last update and now... some oso dun rmb le.. everytime oso like that wan blog le then forget lol..anyway.. @#$%! the goverment for rising the GST again.. almost everything increase by 50 cent? Tis is alot of money can.. u try buy 1 item 50 cent ok nvm.. u go shopping for daily items.. 10x0.50=$5! Thats alot liao lor.. wa kao.. standard of living so high le still go increase.. siao ar? think we singaporeans earning hundreds of thousands per mth meh.. think of those families every month both parent income add up only 2k..eletricity bill+water bill+daily usage+daily pocket money=left wit how much to spend? and worst if both of the parents smoke right? one packet of cigarettes=$11.40.. if both heavy smoker=$22.80 a day..1 month already $706.80 spend on cigarettes.. how to survive on $1293.20 like that? wan to rise gst then rise meh? Got think of the country first anot? So what we have the lowest GST among all developed country? we are just a small country.. our resources are limited, we dun have land like USA,natural resources like oil in saudi arabia.. We are just a piece of Sh!t on the map.. so many land are being reclaimed to increase the land area of singapore liao..Still we are just a Freaking small dot on the map.. its not going to make a difference if our GST is the lowest or not..singaporeans all dun dare to voice out our unhappiness cuz y? if we challenge u..All we get is free meal in a cubic room wit bars and toilet next to our sleeping mat which we place on the floor.. so why always say its for the country that u goverment rise the GST/prices? you call urselves the peoples' party/goverment but most of the time its making things hard for the PEOPLES life? I mean wth? Yes you guys are godo in running the country,smart and hard-working but whats going through your minds when u guys tot of increasing the standard of living? not all of us make big money every month like you people..The building of the IR at marina bay for the F1 races to take place, wont be on for the long run.. y would peopel sit in their racing cars wit thick/fireproof suits in this kind of weather? yea to them its a new track.. they will come and race.. but in the long run they dun like the track they go back to their own countries and race on their own tracks.. Thats what MIGHT happen in like 10-30yr down the road.. so why even waste the money building it? Might as well invest those money in to the R&D of the SAF? will the track help us if we get attack by other countries? or invest it into Medical sciences to find out ways to prevent virus from attacking the people wit weak immune system?
School teachs us bout the past and how we developed from a small nation.. but dun you guys feel the development is going too fast for singapore to keep up?If you say singaporeans can keep up then why are they homeless people?Dun tell me its because of the bad habit of gambling,you guys even built a casino! isnt that allow peopel to gamble more? by restricting poor people from going in,you guys are actually being bias instead of helping them.. Why do you think there are illegal gambling dens operating in singapore?Its all because of what u guys are doing.. If u stricly dun wan people to gamble, why made "Singapore pools"? u are encouraging people to gamble..
Cant you guys see how u are damaging the life of singaporeans?

ok enuf.. type all this till im angry..lolx.. don u think what i said is true? or maybe cuz im just thinking too much about life.. lolx.. k type till here.. update next time :P

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@ 7/06/2007 04:45:00 PM